• Life Application

    Why Am I Here?

    Have you ever wondered why you were born or what your purpose is on this earth? Years ago, I was talking to God one day and found these words coming out of my mouth: “God, this is Your deal! You created me! You initiated! You wouldn’t have created me if You weren’t fully able to take care of me and meet my needs. In fact, because You created me, only You know how to comfort me, satisfy me, and fill this emptiness in my heart! This is Your deal!” Many years have passed and many trials have come and gone. Although I have not been consistent in my relationship with…

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    Do You Have a WHY Greater Than Yourself?

    Doctors discovered 12 years ago that I was born with a bicuspid aortic valve that would need to be replaced at some point – probably in my 60’s or 70’s.  After having recurrent dizziness and chest pain earlier this year, my cardiologist ran multiple tests and determined that my heart was in a state of severe aortic stenosis and the valve needed to be replaced.  Within a week, he got me in to see a top cardio-thoracic surgeon.  A week later, I underwent surgery to replace the valve.  After returning home, I started having afib episodes. After multiple trips to the ER and having my heart restarted, I met with…

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    Maybe You Aren’t Feeling It This Christmas

    On holidays like Christmas, it can be so hard to look at Facebook and see one family picture after another – every family seemingly so happy and joyful being together.  It is easy to think this is all as real and happy as it appears on Facebook.  But is it really?  Is this really reality?  The truth is that it isn’t.  Facebook is not really a place where people are transparent and show their lives as they really are.  This Christmas hit me hard yesterday as I attended one of the Christmas Eve services at my church in Northern Virginia.  Up until the service, the holidays had been okay for…