Two Dogs and a Leash

girlsI have two precious dogs that I walk daily.  One is 7 and one is 13 years old.  The 7-year old, Jazz, is a shih tzu with a very laid back, easy-going personality.  The older dog, Whitney, is a maltese and is the alpha dog.  She barks frequently and seems to run things while Jazz just submits and goes along with everything.  I have a “Y” leash with a splitter on it – so I hold 1 leash in my hand and the splitter provides two smaller leashes – one for each dog.  Each day when we finish our walks, I lean down to disconnect their leashes.  An interesting thing happens. I love both dogs the same and they are connected to the same “Y” leash, but their experience of my love is very different.  Jazz instinctively comes to me so I can take her leash off.  But Whitney always pulls away.  When I disconnect her leash, it pulls her neck because she is pulling away so hard.  So, although I love both dogs tremendously and equally, their experience of my love is very different due to their attitudes, history, and perspectives.  How do our attitudes, history, circumstances, and emotions affect our experience of God’s love today?  He loves all of His children the same, but every person experiences His love differently.  You would think that Whitney would have a much more positive experience since I have had her and loved her longer.  But that isn’t necessarily the case.  God’s love for us isn’t different based on how long we have known Him.  Often we may feel that God is distant, doesn’t love us, or is silent.  The truth is that God is the same always and doesn’t change.  We need to look at the other end of the leash.

A Confession of Who God Is

A letter to My Abba…..
Thank You for Your unconditional, relentless love that has no boundary, limit, or breaking point.  Thank You that who You are today and the way that You love me has nothing to do with my performance, feelings, or circumstances.  It is all about You, not me.  This is Your deal – you initiated by creating me. And You created me with needs, desires, and longings tht only You can meet and satisfy.  Thirst that only You can quench.  It is all about You.  Then you initiated again by sending Jesus to die and become my righteousness.  Thank you that I can’t earn your free gift or do anything to maintain it.  And since I can’t earn it or maintain it, I can never lose it!  It is all about Your grace!  I can’t do anything today to make You love me any more or any less.  Thank You for your gift and the fact that nothing can separate me from Your love – not actions or lack of, not feelings or lack of, and not any circumstance.  Thank You that You are in control of every minute detail of my life today.  And every single thing that happens today is a strategic move on Your part for your glory and for my ultimate good.  Thank you that I don’t have to understand what happens today.  All I have to remember is that you are in control.  You, oh God are good, and You, oh God are loving and You, oh God are powerful!

 

A Breakfast Meditation

Whenever I have cereal in the morning, an interesting thing happens.  I have a cat who is 18 years old.  As soon as she hears me open the cereal box, she begins to meow because she knows milk is involved.  Just opening the box – not even pouring the cereal or pouring the milk.  She instinctively knows something good, something that she loves, is to be had.  I pour the milk and go into the living room to sit in my armchair and watch the news.  She immediately jumps up on the right arm of the chair and starts meowing and pawing at the cereal bowl.  She knows that I love her and she will always eventually get the milk – but she paws anyway – wanting it now.  I finish my cereal and then give her the milk.  She is overjoyed, nourished, and satisfied.

How often do I open my eyes in the morning filled with expectation of all the good God has in store for me today?  How often do I open the Word with the kind of anticipation and yearning my cat has when she hears the cereal box open?  Anticipation of being with God, being filled with joy, nourished, and satisfied by Him.  How often am I so eager for a taste that I paw at the cereal bowl?

May God fill me today with the same longing, eagerness, and anticipation to be in His Presence and drink of His Word!