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    Sin Doesn’t Make You Bad…

    I have recently heard several sermons at @TheLifeChurchDC about sin and the Garden.  Adam and Eve had everything they could ever want – complete freedom!  They were created in God’s image and were given dominion over all that God created.  There was only one rule – not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.  A couple things are interesting in this story in Genesis.  There is miscommunication between Adam and Eve – when she is tempted by the serpent, she said that they were not to eat from the tree or touch it.  God gave the command to Adam before creating Eve and He never said…

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    Healing from Self-Hatred

    Self-hatred is something that seems to permeate our society, especially among women.  Personally, this is something I have struggled with my entire life.  I have really been thinking about this as I seek God’s healing and deliverance from every remnant of self-hatred that has plagued me since childhood.  Most self-hatred seems to center around physical appearance and physical beauty.  What I am realizing is that that is a very 1-dimensional view.  My body is not just my physical appearance – it is my mind, my personality, my intellect, my spirit, my emotions, my heart, and my senses.  So, I have begun to pray like this: I praise You God for my knees,…

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    COME!

    COME! All God asks of me is that I come.  I don’t have to do anything, be anything, or maintain anything.  He does it all!  Matthew 11:28-29 – COME and you will find rest. Revelation 22 – COME and drink of the free water of life.  John 4 – COME and you will never hunger, BELIEVE and you will never thirst.  God understands the depression, anxiety, and fears that I have felt so consumed by in the past and it is entirely acceptable and pleasing to Him that all I feel I can do is COME and cry “my only hope is You, Jesus!”  COME and BELIEVE are powerful words.  Believing…